First Ever Blogger Post

First Ever Post.

I don’t think I should be addressing this post as my 'first-ever post', because coming to think of it, blogspot is just one of the many blogs that I run on occasional basis.

What should I address it then? Should I nonsensically make a long list of the things I want to achieve by the time I turn 20 something? Should this blog be about my daily rants and late night musings? Or should this be existing for the sole purpose of having blogspot account?

I've always wondered why most of the educated and intelligent being on this unfair nation we hastily call home has a blogspot, or if not that, a chic tumblr account. This is not to say that I made this blog entirely to be a part of those hailed few, (but yeah, for the record I want to be a part of the 'elite netizens'.) 

I had never been good with introductions, let alone formulate introductions that will surely hit the over daunting hearts of other dear bloggers. For over three years now, I merely existed on a secret blog on tumblr, ranting about the daily bullshits I came across with, but I guess now is the perfect time for me to start speaking out my ideas and everything that goes through this timid mind of mine.

For starters, I want to share with you the reason behind my chosen URL.

unnecessarilyimportant – paradoxically, unnecessary and important contradicts each other, but nonetheless, it perfectly describes how I perceive myself and the matters dwelling inside me. It is unnecessary for the reason that I don’t think that it should necessarily be exposed. I would seldom speak out what I really desire. It may have been easy to blurt out just exactly what we want, but not what we desire. Those two are on different levels. There are so many aspects that we need to heed, so many people we have to think of, and so many reasons hindering us from achieving what we wholeheartedly desires.

My every opinions and ideas are deemed important; others may not fully grasp the things that matter to me, but I still cling to that tiny thread of hope that somebody will. Someday, somebody will. But for now, what’s important is how I make use of this unnecessary wit and cleverness I somehow boast.

Just a piece of warning: I usually skip from one subject to another and tend to go off-track most of the time, that’s just how silly (and undoubtedly crazy) my randomness gets. (The evidence for the matter can be clearly seen on this post) I may be talking about a Jurassic classmate on one minute then abruptly shift the topic to what I had for dinner. But no matter how insane I get, you can still count on me to have a sane mind in class. (Yes, only in class, so I wouldn't want you to expect to get something worthy off from reading my blog, though I greatly appreciated the time you allocated in reading this.)

I don’t regard myself as sane; writers are not supposed to be sane. It clearly dissolves the magic behind writing.

Going back on the question raised above, what should I post here? Thinking about the would-be content of this blog is not difficult; it is downright grueling. I shouldn't be having this problem since I ran other blogs as well, but if not re-blogging, I usually just read some over the top dramatic contemplation of other bloggers. All I’m good at is the randomness. All this random droning about something that disappointed, confused, and excited me. The random drabbling of any idea that flashed before my mind.

Ah… So I guess I know what I’d exhibit here then; the full frontal display of my unnecessary randomness.

I guess I’d have to be more psyched than this to match up to this sleek world of blogspot.